Watch “Mckenna Grace - do all my friends hate me?” on YouTube
>> The title really caught my attention. This one hits home.
This were exactly my thoughts during the time I was very dependent on someone’s presence. I don’t even understand the whirlwind- like turn of emotions I would have within 24 hours. Especially when someone tells you they are happy to have you around, keeps your company but then kind of just disappear all of a sudden. I don’t get it before. But I have come to a point where I made myself understand people around me and how they treat me. It’s hard to accept that they keep you close for their convenience and neglect you when you start saying no. I have nights where I cry myself to sleep and questioning my worth outside of my comfort zone, my house and my family. It took years to finally learn how to detach myself from wanting to have someone in my life and to fully understand me and started to love myself more. Thank God, I got through the dark place. I am so much better now. Keeping my circle small and making sure I give myself love it needs.
